Perhaps

You know what's the best thing I see about you? That you may be a lost cause but are still a hero for my revolution.

I miss that.

Maybe tomorrow

It's already 2011. It's going to be an interesting year.

The Frumps

So irritated. Tired, hungry, overworked. Maybe this is how PMS is supposed to be.

Mangle

You're not you

I'm not me

Flickered, burnt, erased.

Breakfast at Tiffany's

You spun me a million stars

And I screamed in delight and rode them all

Until I confused you with yet another of my July loves

Do you still dream by me, in snatched moments of truth?

Well carry on then, because I'm shattering those illusions too soon

And you wail in your wretched loneliness

There's nothing you have anymore.

Rush

and I feel 

like a carnivore 

but I do 

think you're pitiful 

both hands by my side 

take me for anything 

so why did you hide? 

and when I lay down low 

and feel like I'm in control 

it damages everything 

you'd better go

I was everything you wanted

for a while

and i'd like to believe you

but I can't

so i'll leave you

on your own.

What a shock

To find it in your drafts.

Something dictated to me, one day, an apology? No, I don't know what to call it. But since I know you never read this, it's okay:

"This is not very familiar, you saying "i dont wanna talk to you" and i dont honestly like it very much... Feel sad... They say that you shouldnt convince your friends and enemies. Enemies wont get convinced and friends dont need to. But they also say take no one for granted. I am sorry. I dont wanna push it cause i dont wanna force myself on you in any way. Im ashamed, cause I feel im not the same person you wrote the testimonial about in orkut. There is always been something about you that has drawn me to your company, and it always will. so im never worried that we will grow apart. What further strengthens this is that i know that you wont let go either. You're a good person, and Im not as good as you thought me to be. But im sure i can make that up somehow... Cheer up.. you had worse... sorry. okok no jokes."

Gone.